這應該是好幾個月以來的瓶頸。
現在，我才知道原來我真是一個愛幻想的人。
現實與想像的差異，無法忽視的存在，我無法自欺欺人得像個孩子一樣單純的聽話。
我叛逆，在屬靈裡。

Maybe I close my mouth so that no one can understand me.
Maybe I am so proud that I can't even listen to the words people gave to me.
Maybe I stop praying in faith so that God didn't answer me.
Maybe the answer is clear but I don't want to follow anymore. 
Maybe the conflict is a chance for me to grow up and I must go on and on.
There is so many questions inside and I need the answers to continue.

No true joy, no true smile. 
I can fake, but no me inside.

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